There is a lot of different factors in this. Its far from black and white–we both messed up. The sky grows ever brighter despite our attempts to keep the stars in the night sky.

I hate where we are. I know I caused a lot of what happen between us; I know I made you feel the way you do about me. I understand. Why should anyone want to be with some one who doesn’t trust them?

I’m not sure you care how I feel anymore. You’ve grown tired of me trying to tell you, I know that. I know you care about my well being, but everything else is a mystery to me. I hate that I feel like I can’t talk to you.

I know a lot of my problems stem from the girl before and what she did to me. I can’t help but fear that it’ll happen again. If she did it, why wouldn’t another? That fear is what controls me. I know that you’re nothing like her, but the fear still remains.

I know its my problem, but I need someone to talk to–if you really don’t want to be that person then I really feel that there is nothing I can do to make this better. I can try but if you’re not there to listen than whats the point? I can’t mend a broken star by myself.

I don’t think anyone else knows me well enough to really understand. Again, I know that its my fault that no one want to listen but I don’t think its because a lack trying. It has to be you, because how will you know that I can trust you? I feel like I made it so that you wouldn’t have noticed if I never started any of this–if I knew how to keep my feelings to myself.

Don’t leave me alone. Be the flame to my star.